Raccoon darling. You have nothing to apologize to me for. It is in your nature to always think on others, but it is also in the nature of a lot of the people on the forum. There are many members here who know you, and know that you are genuinely good and kind person. We also know that you are not only in a tough spot, but you are very young. I remember 16 quite well. It was hard enough as it was, I couldn't imagine having to go through that, and what you're going through.
If you feel like venting, or like this is a very safe place for you, then by all means vent. And what a better place to do it then in your own personal blog? Sweetheart, if we didn't care about you, and didn't want to know, we wouldn't read it, and we wouldn't ask you or offer our support. I wouldn't. Don't worry about me worrying about you. I said I'd be here if you need it. I meant it then, I mean it now.
As for my day.. oh well it snowed last night. I have to go out in it today to get stuff from the store. I'm dreading it. Things are going well for me, but there is going to be a lot emotional turmoil for me this weekend.. I'm dreading that as well.