As I was sitting on the toilet 20 min ago I pondered something. If it was practical, I would let you bunk up on my couch temporarily until the Ministry finds a spot for you.
Praying for you. God loves and approves of you and wants the best for you. God is in everything. There is no limit to the love of God, and you are well loved, and blessed. You are also well loved here on the forum, abundant with friends and people who care for you. I hope you feel filled with that love, that care, and that it gives you the courage you need to find a situation where you can feel safe and secure, and somewhere that you feel you belong and that's it's great to be you. You deserve that.
yey!!!!!!! you're not leaving anymore! ahahahahahaahaha just rest DON'T LEAVE!!! you can do this!!!!!! there are a lot of people who love you! don't worry GOD LOVES YOU GOD BLESS!!!!!!! always smile!!!!!!!!