Right. When I was younger less intelligent and thought I was invincible...I did many over the span of a few years. I WAS looking for something I never found. In the process, I got stuck in a bad way. I found my way out though. However I am still looking for what I originally set out to find. I keep an open mind but am a little bit more cynical these days. Plus I am a lot older and there are some
things that just don't makes sense to do anymore anyway.
You sound like your head is attached well. I think you will make correct choices going forward.