You're VERY welcome! I don't mind long messages at all! I like them.
Honestly though, animals KNOW when they are loved. I don't doubt for a second, he ever felt otherwise. I understand why you would feel guily, I sure did when I had to put my dog to sleep. She had cancer and was in alot of pain, but it was still a very difficult decision to make. It's really tough I know.
I truly hope your boyfriend being there makes it easier on you. I'm always here too if you need me to lend an ear. :ear: