I just want to quote this and say that, while I don't remember this incident because I have a notoriously bad memory, the fact that I did this is completely unacceptable, and an example of my white supremacy, colonialism tendencies. I can't even tell you what I must have been thinking when I said that, but what I will say now is I'm taking 100% responsibility for it and it was wrong, and I understand that the damage has been done and acknowledging it/apologizing for it isn't going to necessarily fix anything. But I think it's important to be accountable for. I'm wondering what time period this was? Obviously, you don't need to answer, but I have only recently been educating myself about these matters for the past year or so, and it would alarm me even more if I had said this recently, and didn't remember :/