Vilku
Community Member
- MBTI
- INFJ
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- 9w1, 7w6, 4w3
the title, how you wish you were perceived, how you want to be perceived, what you strive to be perceived, etc.
How do you not want to be perceived..
Ill say, i dont others to think they see the depth of my feelings yet i want them to see it.. And always when thwy do, my head gets messed up and my beautiful feelings fade -.-
i also want to be seen as heavily on the mentally crazy side. (i love the feeling of not being confined by their expectations.)
as that allows me to overcome my unbearable uncertainty\sensitivity in my honest feelings, thus others cant differentiate my honest (sensitive and uncertain) feelings from the craziness they receive.
Soo.. Silly mask is my preferrabåe self defence.
But i rarely feel like bothering to do it well.
I have also noticed some people literally think my 5 senses are imagination, while yes they are, imaginative representatives of what i cannot directly perceive. Like pain. Just signals in my brain which i could ignore, and unconsciosuly my knowledge transmits to the sensors who then believe its ok to physycally hurt me.. Ugfh -.-
sensor logic..
How qbout the rest of you? If you got a question, feel fre to ask.
How do you not want to be perceived..
Ill say, i dont others to think they see the depth of my feelings yet i want them to see it.. And always when thwy do, my head gets messed up and my beautiful feelings fade -.-
i also want to be seen as heavily on the mentally crazy side. (i love the feeling of not being confined by their expectations.)
as that allows me to overcome my unbearable uncertainty\sensitivity in my honest feelings, thus others cant differentiate my honest (sensitive and uncertain) feelings from the craziness they receive.
Soo.. Silly mask is my preferrabåe self defence.
But i rarely feel like bothering to do it well.
I have also noticed some people literally think my 5 senses are imagination, while yes they are, imaginative representatives of what i cannot directly perceive. Like pain. Just signals in my brain which i could ignore, and unconsciosuly my knowledge transmits to the sensors who then believe its ok to physycally hurt me.. Ugfh -.-
sensor logic..
How qbout the rest of you? If you got a question, feel fre to ask.