thank you, finally somebody believes i am not a fool! thank you thank you.
have you been stalked before?
When I was little till about 19, I used to get oppressed between the hours of midnight and 3am.
it would be like I would wake up, need to go pee, so I would reach for the lamp beside my bed, get up and run to the bathroom turning on all the lights whiel I did so, then while I'd be peeing, I'd watch the lights get turned off in the hallway...
Id run back to my room and hide under the covers and feel too scared to go back to sleep,
Finally Id read or something to get my mind off it, and usually I would keep looking up checking to see if there was anything there when I felt like I was being watched again,
when it finally subsided, I'd go back to sleep, then at some point I'd feel it returning then I'd get that fear parallasys again...
During the parallasys, I'd hear this high pitched wailing quivering noise accompanied by the feeling of sinking into my bed. While this was happening, I'd see horrible mask like faces wizing past me (behind my closed eyes), and it would only stop when I was able to make even the tinest little noise.
This went on for most of my growing yrs.
Finally when I was 19, it happened again. This time, I was lying on my stomache with my arms under my pillow. I was facing my room, rather than the corner of the room where my bed was pushed into.
I had a mirror on my headboard.
At this point, I was so frikin tired of it that even though I was really scared as usual, I opened one of my eyes a crack and looked in the miror because this time instead of sinking into my matress, I was feeling like I was sliding across my bed to the edge.
My eye showed me sliding slowly across my bed, then I dared to look at the room. I saw a small hurricane like thing of charcole black color (it was like a funnel of smoke) and I just sat up and yelled at it. Here's what I said; "Get thee behind me satan" and "greater is he who is in me, than he who is in the world" It stopped and has only slightly ever bothered me again since. I know what to do again if it ever does come back full force.
I am not a believer in traditional Christian religion, but I had actually been talking about it to a Christian friend who suggested I try it.
Agagin, I am still more of a spiritual person than a religious person, so I am not going to tell u that u have to believe in Christ or whatever to beat this. If u wanted to try it tho, it might help, who knows... it helped me.
I admit my experiences of oppression were not nearly as dificult as yrs are, but I am just trying to tell u that I understand that it's real for sure, and that I know yr scared and suffering.
I'm not happy to hear that at all. I don't want you to hurt yourself. 
