- MBTI
- INTJ
The day I see something I cant explain and that I seriously question my life will change. I cant say exactly how but I do have a few ideas.I understand what you are saying.
I just cannot dismiss my own experiences as “hallucinations” or some sort when physical items were violently manipulated and witnesses were present.
No preconceived notion of what the “hallucination” should be was present.
I’ve looked to mainstream materialist science and it lacks the elements necessary to reproduce what took place.
I am always rooted to the ground in many ways….you forget that it was my job to physically manipulate people’s organs…and yet, when someone would die…and call me crazy but other Nurses will back me up. Something vanishes….sometimes you can tell they are already gone when they come in, only the machines keep them alive…but their “soul” is gone…and somehow I (and many others) can see that difference.
I cried when my Dad finally stopped breathing and his heart finally quit fighting, but I believe he left a week before that.
Guess it’s too subjective….maybe you’ll see it one day?
Its odd being in tune with the physical world but having an open mind and being as informed as I am about what everyone used to think of as physical. Solid is not really solid etc. Intelligent people know enough to know they cant say with any assurance what this life really is. I habe a whole host of fears now that are kind if funny in some ways but not really. Like for one, what if I am just part of se psychopathic kids video game who gets off on torture. Its not far fetched. I played pocket god for a while which is all about the best way to kill off island inhabitants. But its not that we might be being tortured. Its that if there is something after death we as video game flotsam will never get to see it.
No if you believe with no doubt what you experienced was not your mind playing tricks on you...if it could not have simply been the building settling, if something didnt fall over and hit an jnseen support in the wall etc... then yeah maybe. But were you inclined to believe in the paranormal first and is that the first conclusion you came to or did you never believe and it was with hesitancy you decided its the only thing that can explain it. Etc...