- MBTI
- InFU
The most innovative and brilliant minds in history have always been shunned by their contemporaries. Always! That's just how it goes. I wasn't born fringe, society made me out to be that way because that's it's nature. Thus, we walk a fine line that often does lead to isolation and ridicule. The more extreme you are, the more you have to prove. [MENTION=10252]say what[/MENTION], you know I'm about a decade or more away from publishing this because I've told you so! You will have all the proof you desire in due time. [MENTION=95]efromm[/MENTION], till then, I mean nothing to this world. It is not a welcoming place. I'm putting everything I am into this. I live to save the world. -And the world is more than happy to kick me to the curb as I do so. Ain't that a bitch? Oh well, I'm not here to win popularity contests. Fuck all those who don't get me or what I'm doing, I honestly have more important things to worry about.
The world need spiritual activists. My species, my planet is more important that my comfort. I will not try to convince you to believe the same but I do hope you'll consider not giving up. I need you; I will get nothing done alone.
Well quite frankly I am stuck in a never ending depression. One that I cannot escape from. It's been harder than I thought to get over my own losses. Being homeless and my family being homeless has been a death blow. Having supposed Christian's judging me has put me down this hole. Most of my life actually. So keeping the energy level up to combat these things has eventually worn me down. I understand the fuck it who cares attitude. Problem is no one cares either. My problems are my own to make and to solve. Unfortunately to solve my problems I need people. There was a time when I felt a great connection and that I was moving forward. All that seems to have been lost. And when I look at history and humanity I can see that the same things just keep happening over and over. People cause all of mans problems. If only they could solve them. But I do not think that we really can. The diversity of peoples thinking is a block to progress. And a persons beliefs lead to judgement shame and prejudice. When I am out in the world and talking with others I listen to them and try to help with my words if I can. That is about all I can do. I cannot ask for help myself because those that I see are way worse off than I am. I can always seem to find another who needs more than I do. And when I do help well I do the work and get no money cause they need it more. When you are a failure in your own life it makes it very hard to dig yourself out of any hole that your in. At least that is true for me. I cannot speak for anyone else....