Does this sound likely?Laying on my deathbed, unfulfilled and tortured by regret. Wondering what life would have been like had I actually been true to myself and pursued what I wanted.
Being stripped of autonomy -- forced to obey someone else's rules and make love to their dreams.
Does this sound likely?
Is your question for consistent fears, recurring fears, or fleeting & ambiguous fears?
Some days I fear nothing. Others, I fear numerous things.
I'm afraid of hurting others, especially my loved ones.Whatever you would like to share, if anything.
It’s so very difficult when you have to do what’s right and best for love of them, but it’s going to hurt them. One of the hardest things I have had to do was stopping my father from driving when his dementia had progressed so far it was unsafe. There was no way he would stop of his own accord. I actually left it almost too late. He lost his independence then because he could no longer do his own shopping. It’s a fearful thing.I'm afraid of hurting others, especially my loved ones.
My other most recurring fear is my potential being wasted because I didn't risk hurting my loved ones enough. It's an impossible dichotomy.
These aren't startling or panic-inducing fears as much as a lurking silent dread. A low but consistent pressure, and sharper some days than others.
There's other things I don't want or don't like, but aren't quite 'fears'.
Otherwise, my fear sense is a little numb.