Thanks for showing the concern dream echo.
I get into moods like this sometimes and to be honest, I quite enjoy them. The key is only stuck at the bottom of a few issues like procrastination, anxiety and so on, all of which I am making a striving effort to change. This is only the small key though, the bigger keys and the bigger locks are further through the maze of life. Start small, build momentum, etc.
I try not to look down on people. If they look down on me, that may irritate me a little but I can come to terms with it easily. Sometimes it's hard not to look down on people though. I know enough not to look down on them for many reasons but still sometimes find myself doing so which I gain awareness of at a random point and attempt to stop it. I do treat people as equal, as different as we all are. I am trapped in many ways, many of which are my own doing. Falling into my own booby trap which I never set up intentionally for me to fall into. Getting myself caught in a net with only a small blade to cut myself out with ever slowly. Irritation may arise as I cut the net and I give up but soon find myself wrecking my hands ever more as I plough on through.
I would like to get to know you better. You seem like a very creative and insightful caring type. Maybe we can just ask eachother a few boring questions to get things started? It's up to you.