not really. i would never do it now, i was at a weird time in my life. in fact it was probably slightly dangerous but i didn't value myself that much. i think i wanted attention because not enough guys had checked me out in the club that night, haha. i think it did make me feel more confident SOMEhow, in a "who gives a fuck" kind of way. and i'm sort of glad i did it now, i'm slightly proud of the sum of all the experiences i've had.