Well things have been pretty hard here too.  But I am trying my best to work them out.   I think they may be getting better or at least on the verge to.  I am so sorry that I wasn't there to support you through your troubles hon.   Please forgive me and know that I'm not going anywhere so, if you need to talk to anyone, I will be here.    Take care dear friend and remember that you are thought of and loved.  <3 * hugs *