I'm sorry to hear that. Is there anything I could do to help?
Life and death are pretty similar I suppose. I find that actively putting yourself in new situations, especially ones that make you feel uncomfortable or lost, helps get you out of nihilistic funks, but I'm told even uncertainty gets dull after a while. Hmm. Still, it might be worth a try. In the very least, you'll end up with a story to tell.
I've been okay, but find myself feeling stressed because I'm trying to get a house for four of my friends and I to live in next year. Naturally, things have gone wrong, usually at the last minute.
I'm also kind of amused that you think I might be female. Not that there's anything wrong with that.