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    I'm going to take a shower in two
    hours. Two horas!


    Sometime Squidsy gets really
    jealous that he can't really fit
    in the bathtub anymore.
    Yeah man, I just want this black cloud to go away! It's been a hectic crazy year, but I guess at least it keeps me busy and active.

    I will smash your heart into a million pieces and sew it back together again with sweet melodies.
    Humility is in essence selflessness.
    And diligence is just oddly important to me.
    Seriously. This is just the icing on the cake. My nerves are shot from too much caffeine and no sleep, my neighbors got robbed, and there's an open murder in the area.

    It's the sign of the Armageddon I tell you!

    That's it, I'm getting my doo-wop street gang back together and we're gonna crush some skulls with sweet sweet melodies.
    Honesty.
    Good communication.
    Stability, sanity.
    Intelligent.
    Reads; whether articles or books I care not.
    Does not abuse drugs/alcohol.
    Has goals.
    Open-mind.
    Direct-ness; no sarcasm!
    I don't think there is such a thing as
    a "perfect" mate. I think that's what
    makes relationships so special: there's
    always something to focus on, to
    work on, to show that you really care.

    I don't know how to explain what
    I'm saying. I'm doing a really bad
    job though, heh.
    Life is all about wild speculation!

    (:



    What kind of partner would you like?
    I like structure. I like to have a structured
    environment, I like schedules, I like lists.
    These are things that make me feel safe
    because they are dependable, they will
    always be there.


    I think obeying someone makes them
    feel good about themselves in some
    instances.


    That is a good way to think of
    obedience, I may have to adopt
    that :x

    You're so much better with words
    than me!
    It feels really miserable.


    But then I remind myself, being
    selfish will only make others feel
    miserable.


    Sometimes sexually I put myself
    above others, but only if I don't
    really like them.
    Which is a good sign I shouldn't
    be sleeping with them, anyway.


    Sometimes when I'm watching
    my nephews I get really frustrated
    from the lack of care or regard given
    me and I have to run to calm down.

    It's really hard for me to be unselfish.
    I just tell myself "why are you any
    better, why should you get what
    you want over them?"
    It can best be described as doing
    almost anything anyone asks of
    me.


    I think my life lesson is to learn
    to be self-less. So I try to be as
    self-less as possible. Some days
    are better than others.


    All my life everyone has been
    telling me what to do. I've learned
    how to please but stay true to myself
    on the inside.

    Discipline is self-sacrifice.
    I think your dreams is probably the safest
    place in which to face your fears.

    The way I view submission depends on the
    scenario.


    How many times have I commanded
    myself or someone else? An infinite
    amount of times that I cannot even
    begin to fathom. Every day.


    I actually am quite a submissive
    person :x though in my head I
    will be disagreeing, I'm just a
    more disciplined person. I think
    this is my greatest strength, my
    discipline.





    Lol, that would be embarrassing.
    I can just imagine you yelling that
    hahahaha.
    That is interesting and not an
    aspect I had previously considered.

    This is a good point to make.
    Lucid dreaming kind of seems off
    to me, a little. I like not being in
    control, I feel it gives me a better
    understanding of myself and I
    would not want to take that away.


    I have decided.
    literally*


    I don't think I could have butchered
    that worse, Lol, so I left my typo for
    you to get joy out of too!
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