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  • RIP John. I'm sorry I didn't make time for you. I wanted to talk to you today and now you aren't there. Love you.
    I'm glad you came to me in a dream a few nights ago...we were laughing and joking around, chowing on pizza and having a beer, just like old times. You were rubbing on the boys' heads ( their heads are still fuzzy, lol ) and gave all the kids hugs. We miss you like hell, but keep coming...it makes things seem normal again, even if it's only while I sleep.
    I just thought I'd drop by and say "Hello" to you John. I've been pretty quiet with regards to you, but you know how I felt. I had a sleepless night. I know that I've already asked you to come and visit me in my dreams, and take me flying with you to places that you have already discovered... I could have used a flying visit last night; if nothing more than to have just shared your vibes again.
    I'm still crying John. Amazingly tho - there has been some positive come from your horrific act. There are a few people seeking counseling now as they too are depressed. You know - you said you were going to get counselor. For once I'm pissed you didn't take my advice.
    Oh well - I know you're free of those painful burdens that weighted you down - and that's a good thing. Talk to you later you stubborn 2 headed rhino. kiss.
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    I hate that this is all I have, John.

    I hate that you're bringing out the
    disgusting selfish side of me I so
    hate.


    I bet you're warm. It's really cold here
    today.
    Hey dude,

    It just hit me that reality hasn't really hit me. I'm sitting here at work, and I'm still expecting you to show up in the next few hours to talk about your alpacas, or share some meditation techniques, or chastise me for snoring too loudly last night. I remember how over the summer you used to keep me so entertained while I was at work. We had some really good talks about books, and you had just read Breakfast of Champions and Ishmael at my urging.

    I miss you.
    I'm having a bad day today.


    I really hate seeing your emails
    all resting quietly in my inbox.
    But more than I hate them, I
    cherish them.
    God bless you John, my heart goes out to your family. I can't quite believe it, I hope you're at peace now.
    I hope you are finally feeling the night in your soul. I hope that in your sleep you have found the peace you so very much deserve. Until I'm there with you, buddy, your footsteps will echo inside my mind for a very very long time.

    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VlsBPH8O7q8"]YouTube - Bedouin Soundclash- When The Night Feels My Song[/ame]
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