Nixie

*Nods*

I find myself there every now and then...usually after I get fed up with caring.
I long to be close to people, but the relationship has to go both ways or it won't work for me in the long run.
I've been lucky to find people who I can share my deepest self with...It really make things easier and more bearable.

For what it's worth, you come across as a caring person to me.

How does it feel to be indifferent?

welcome back and stuff. i'm back too. we're both back.

I haven't been too well, but still kicking. Not any specific asses, but still kicking.

What I feel is pain and anger and fear. It has nothing to do with any kind of moderator status. I want my words. It's always been about my words. Everyday I hope that the data of this server is lost, or that DJ doesn't want to run it anymore and just shuts it down and it is because I have this time limit on the words I post here. I feel betrayed by people I thought I could call friends, they don't care about me as a person or about my real life privacy or my life, all they care about is upholding some rule so nothing could possibly go wrong in an argument in an environment that is made up and fake anyway. I hate this feeling. I wish I could find a way to get better, but I don't know how.

Hah, well I emailed you.

wb Sonya.

pfft babies and men are one and the same anyway. all they're good for is whining and messing up our bodies and making us clean up their poop...

Priceless, you say? ... Well you can have it all if you give me your brains and wisdom!

I arrived after Pierce was banned, so I'm out of the loop with the details of the how and why. Just from past experience, however, I know that when prominent people from the community are banned, there's a good reason and it's not unusual for the forum to be on the brink of a civil war. I'm sure you weren't the only one to react emotionally/angrily to the situation and from what I know of Pierce, that anger was probably more than warranted. It's unfortunate that your opinion alienated you from some forum members, but you've got a right to think and feel the way you do and I'm glad you stood up for it.

Either way, I'm happy you're back. The forum is starting to feel all the more familiar again with every member that makes their triumphant return

Taking a page out of your book, clearly *big grin* I've already done my time.

Thank you, love.

Ehh.. I see what you are talking about now. That sucks.

I certainly missed you while I was away.

No snuggles.

Sometimes to go from A to B you have to go through Z, it's often more convenient if travelling through D and Q can be avoided because Z is the only satisfactory entry vector to B, even though it may appear that A and B sit together quite snuggly.

Moral IJ has morals.

I still stop in to check for messages, but I've mostly been away gallivanting and whatnot. =)

lol hi