Nixie

Haha! Come tonight when all my appointments and meetings are done I'll have one as I relax to read a new Vonnegut novel I bought myself. You need a beer as well, come to think of it. We both need a beer and to relax, damnit!

@your rep comment,

Yes I think that is part of it, though this emotional stuffing and shutting down started occuring when I was around 17/18. I know the source of it- I told my friends in high school that I was very depressed and contemplating suicide and although I was crying and clearly in distress none of them stayed with me to talk to me about it. So I decided from that moment on I'd never speak to anyone about how I felt again. So I internalized everything.

That was just compounded by what I went through with my ex and other "relationships" I had in the past. I was seeing a therapist for a few months earlier this year and it has helped a great deal, but it is still a struggle.

Thank you

I'm extremely sorry. I never would have used the term if I had known any of this history. Again, I apologize.

Yes, it has been forsaken.

Something to do with having Ni, apparently.

I'll come back and post every now and again.

Offend? I advocate tolerance towards all types of fondue sets.

Yes yes, Kitty's back!
I hope it's a good sign.

Kitty's back!!!

Great. It's interesting to get different perspectives from different places, shows how there really is no definitive answer to everything and anything......

How is every human not in love with you???

:* :* :*

Have a great week.

I'm trying to kick the habit, here and elsewhere. I'm not convinced the environment brings out the best in me. I see one of our favourite INTPs is on the forum. That should be nice for you. Don't overdo it at work this week. Keep good.

Hey, I love beholding your smiling face, how you do dat??!! :O

Sent you an email, hopefully more to come soon.
-Ponyboy

Thank you. You are sweet. I tried not to implicate anyone, but... yeah. I do not wish to take such measures, and hopefully will not be forced to in the future.

Ugh! An eyeball.

I scream for Eye scream. O_O;

Your new avatar is scaring me. :scared:

I took voluntary redundancy about 2 and a half months ago. We won the new contract but it was very different from before. I woud have been seeing mandatory clients instead of voluntary. This means it's all the people who don't want to be there. I would have had to stop people from getting their money if they didn't show up and make people take jobs they didn't want to do etc. they can become aggressive and even violent in this situation. It wasn't what I wanted. I got a nice redundancy payment of about 2 and a half grand which was part of the reason i decided to jump ship. We also would have been stuck in the same office day in day out instead of travelling all over like I was before

I'm a jobless bum now. lol. I've been for a drink a couple of times with old work mates who stayed on and some of them said it's exactly like i told them it would be i.e. horrible. So I think I made the right decision.

Just in the process of moving house now. More stress. How are you doing?

Of course I am, pay very close attention to my syntactical sentences both in here and other places.

A while ago when I stopped posting.