thanks heaps. i am very ignorant of manuscripts, but i looked the one you mentioned up, it looks awesome. when i have made something that i can then see as somehow complete in itself, does not really matter how bad or good what i
have created is, my mind fills up with silence, i love that feeling. (iposted this previously, but i accidentally put it on my wall instead of yours)
also, will probably take you up on your offer to ask about the occupational stuff in future, thank you!