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  • Hmm I got very emotionally turbulent last night..I feel bad as I feel I have drained other members, anyhow I am taking a short break from posting but I will still be around lurking, just did not want to loose contact, how are you today?
    i miss your old avatar...yeah the one with your pretty face on it. well at least its on your page =)
    (sorry, just felt like putting that out there)
    I am on the mend in that I am home, resting, and on lots of pain medication. I feel like hell, however. but all will be well soon. I find myself getting overly excited about being well again.
    Thank You so much Ria..well this is what happened, my parens went out the whole day,, I was left alone, I spend my entire saturday sitting on this computer on he chat, I talked, talked and talked, but it felt like everyone was just ignoring me, no one would answer back :(, I am sorry I am ranting, I just feel so low right now..I feel like I am indeed alone, but this is not true, you been there to help me s much, and others have at times...I just wish this can all go away, sometimes I wish I could never wake up again..I dont know really..I am sorry I can't call its 2:20 am here, I don't want mom to wake up and scream at me, my tears and crying will just get her madder, she does not care..I feel like my whole world is crashing down on me, I am s sorry, you really don't need to respond..I just needed a place of release, and to know that actually someone does indeed care for me in this world..what am I saying??I sound so selfish..why am I??:(.
    I just feel so left out, alone, like nobody cares about me, I feel like I have n family, noone, I am very lonely, Your the first thing that came to my mind when this thought passed my mind, you been more than a good friend, thing is I felt so ignored today, even among the forum members, I felt excluded, and I felt well hey have every right..who in their mind would want to associate with such a boring kid..:(
    :( I feel so bad for bothering you, I am just incredibly depressed right now,hmm...

    I guess I'll give you a hug!

    :hug:
    ahh lol that's nice to hear, I am glad that you have some stress off your shoulders though the house indeed can be a complicated task lol..I am happy your doing well..

    I am doing ok lol, I started out fighting a bit with mom, but it is all cooled down oh and I am also very glad to be here lol, I love this forum it always makes me happy :).
    lol, thank you so much!!though I am still trying to limit my posting, I will still post but I will try to make it in smaller amounts..so technically it is some progress xD..so how ara you doing today?
    Thank you ria for rep. :) Yes, it is really special experience with ghost. Animals are really god blessed.
    Hmm Hi Ria!! This is the start of my one week without posting..first day has officially passed..but I am already tempted to post..so this is a nice substitute xD..:hug:
    :hug: for you, my friend. Hope you're feeling fine, and that you have a great day ahead of you.
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