Roger

haha good to hear that! haha they couldnt make it today. We're playing tomorrow before training though haha

okay

thanks rav.. nice new avatar ahahah it's so cute!!!!

reasonable enough today thanks haha. going out to play guitar with 2 friends later woot! How are you? everything ok your side? haha

oh my gosh!!!!!!! I've been looking for that song since... I was grade 7!!!!!!

ahhhhhh THANKS!!!!!!! the first time I heard that song was like 3 years ago when my teacher let us listen to it and I really like it

that was the EXACT SAME VIDEO my teacher showed to us

wow!! thank you!!!!!!!!! i love it!

hello Ravin

thanks a lot for understanding

No problem Roger *hugs*

Correct.

Of course, Roger. You're awesome dude!

wow cool you're visiting your BFs wow.... why are they far from you if they're your BFs?

good for you

ravin!!!!!! i'm sooo soo soo soo sorry I have to go now.. I have dentist appointment tomorrow morning ahahhaahha and I'm sleepy

I'm sorry it's been along time since we last talked a lot about things

anyways... that 's good that you're okay.. I hope it remains that way

God bless you always
talk to you soon (ahhh i'm really sorry if it's not that soon because our ifnal exams are coming so i'd be really busy and stressed out studying so after March, I'll have a lot of time ahahaha )

really? on may!?!?! are you going there for just vacation?
wait where in India are you right now?

ahahhaha it's kind of embarassing though ahahaa I wish no one would see what I wrote ahaahhaahaha

well I don't know how to get away with this problem. it's actually with my parents

I don't think they'll ever understand my problem so... I don't know ... if i tell them, they wouldn't understand anyways

how about you? are you doing good??

oh my gawd I can't believe I wrote all of those down there especially the venting all my negativity part

ahhhhhhh

I'm sorry for polluting your profile ahahahaah I'm really really sorry

I'm going to edit it ahahahahaha

I'm kind of fine but I still have my problem but.. I can't solve it.. there's no way to solve it.. i'm stuck here i'll just have to wait miserably/ or not miserably ahahhaha

hey when are you going to delhi?

hi Ravie!!!

Thank You Roger .

I feel so bad......... so so so bad
I HATE MY PARENTS RIGHT NOW AND I FEEL MISERABLE NOT GOING TO CHURCH YESTERDAY I FEEL MISERABLE BEING ME
I REALIZE HOW USELESS I AM....... how much of a loser I am
worthless and stupid

i hate myself and my parents.......it's so hard......... i don't like to experience this anymore

all along i thought that
i am okay because I found some friends <---I don't even know if they'll last
what if they don't?
even if they do, so what? I' mstill miserable

my parents are insensitive to others and I don't want to hear them criticize every single person in the world when they DON'T EVEN FUCKING UNDERSTAND OTHERS



THEY THINK THEY KNOW EVERYONE BUT GUESS WHAT!??!!? THEY DON'T!!!!!!!!!! UHHHH STUPID FREAKIN DLFHASUEOAHGEWOAGHNWAO UGHHHHH

i'm sorry........ I just had to let it out.. you're the only one who I can talk to really... that sort of understands me


I know i'm ungrateful and stupid and shitty and a loser and a weirdow and i don't know what else ughhhhhhhhh
i'm just miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi roger I feel bad
well I lost the peace that I found.........
I lost it and I'm back to my depressed self..... I don't know how to bring it back
I want to die again

how miserable can life be for me?
I want to die .......... I don't want to wake up again and live another miserable life.........

i wanna die

hello rog hee hee hee

thanks for that nice advice

If you soak up the sunlight you are given, drink each of drop water i send and strive only to be yourself, life shall quicken in your roots, spirit shall raise you into the light and your bloom will inspire the world.

what do you mean by this?

hello rog!!!! my problem with my friend is solved as of now ... I HOPE IT WOULD GO WELL

thank you for being so kind to me

heeheehee thanks for the advice.... huh... you're good in Math aren't you!?!?

I'm such a stupid person

anyways......... you know, I feel bad again today... I don't feel that happiness like I do before.. I feel so useless, such a loser, such a freak, such a nobody and I'm getting all emotional again

I don't want this........ I feel like shit

hi Rog!!!!!! I'm very fine my head just hurts with all these math problems!! ahhhhhh i'm actually a slow learner so I'm trying to absorb all these things in my head ohhhhh...... all the equations ahhhhh