I appreciate that. Do not be disappointed if they don’t go my way. I have found unfortunately that it takes as much luck as it does effort that have things go your way.
Limbo – For the longest while I saw my life playing out a certain way. I wanted things I did not have so I created them. A few always eluded me. My current position in life is a surprise to me, something I did not see coming. I use it to remind myself that at least from a human perspective, nothing can ever be truly known. This is both reassuring and a little bit disconcerting. How boring would a life be where you knew both the beginning, the end and everything in between?
I see you situation a bit like how I started. “What if I do this and this happens? What if I do that and that happens? “ All the while trying to guess at the outcome that you will never know until it actually happens. What will happen though is that if you don’t at least try, we know for sure you will regret it later in life.
Move forward with no fear. Fear is a creation of the mind nothing more, remember?