skippy64

Ahh, I just watched your videos. I admire how honest you were about your life situation in your video, and towards me too. And it's funny you said you're socially inept because you don't seem that way in it.

Lol at the porn obsession xD I totally understand where you're coming from though. I also feel that I first joined this forum at a bad time, had a lot of issues that I had repressed within myself, and just acted like a trolling dumbass, especially in the beginning. Since then, I think I've healed a lot and am more in touch with how I used to be before depression and anxiety. I think a break from the forum helped a lot (for both of us) though, don't you? I've been thinking about how at the times when we're most vulnerable and should be taking the time to look inward and concentrate our efforts on working on ourselves and improving our functionality in our world, those are the times when we want to just find a way out and escape. In that way I think internet forums like this are too tempting for certain people at certain times; they're basically dangerous. I think I abused the forum to release my negative emotions, which must have hurt a lot of peoples feelings, or at least made myself look like an out of control crazy person.
I also relate to how you describe your ups and downs from day to day =P and I recently moved out from my parents house too, since fall. I guess we've been going through some similar changes, and I don't know what advice or answers to give to you : ) but I think we're on the right track. I think what's important is just to not give up on believing that we can improve ourselves, and to keep working hard at it. And I'm very glad to hear you aren't a cutter! neither am i. anyways, you can talk to me about your thoughts and feeling and update me on your life anytime!

Indeed, small... so very small, yet I want to be significant...I want to soar through the universe and see everything... I want truth, knowledge, and understanding. I've never been very good at poetry (nor do I care to be...), but I do enjoy getting my feelings down on paper. You ever try writing any?

Also, I seemed to have written "why" in place of "work" in the last pm I sent you...

You had a good point though, I looked back at what I wrote... it bothers me. It sounds almost challenging in a way, my faith has been all over the place - I'm disappointed and left without answers, but I'll continue my search.

hey skippy of course i wouldn't forget you! i thought you wanted to leave the forum for good though? how are things going??

Oh, by the way... I linked that anime music video I made in a blog; made some minor changes since you last saw it... nothing major. Have to finish it one of these days.

More like a role model sort of thing, but I'll get more info on it soon. How's life been? Any better?

What pizza? You're imagining things.

By the way, we should play some arcade or something sometime... I havn't touched the box since castle crashers, lol.

I don't think you need to rush, but do something with your time that seems more fulfilling - maybe volunteer or take a college course. Learn an Instrument? Anything would really be beneficial, try not to let work get the best of ya.

Marriage, last thing on my mind... heh. Perhaps someday... though I don't think it's any time soon. How are things going? Anything new?

[video=youtube;3ADu3tHanP8]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ADu3tHanP8&feature=player_embedded[/video]

These videos remind me of something Tim would do... and they sound a bit like him.

Not really, havn't felt like writing much lately - been focused on keeping my motivation/sanity together.

It's totally fine, I'm a weirdo, too. Call me anytime, love.

Ha, nice one I like the ending ound:

Keep writing! Take a class or workshop on writing and keep at it!

Oh, okay. Aren't you sweet! I'm sorry, Jake & I were cleaning up the playroom, and I didn't realize you would call in the morning. Have a great day, and a nice visit with your mom.

Okay! I almost suggested Thursday anyway. I think I have to watch my roommate's kid, but I should still be able to talk.

You're welcome. ^_^
I have listened to a couple of their songs over and over again on their MySpace site before. I'm a very repetitive person when it comes to music I truly enjoy. It's like a trance.
I like Wagon Wheel.

I second what @flipper said! Can't reply anymore...you've exceeded your storage quota in your PM's

You, Sir, need to empty some of your messages so I can reply to you!!

Nah, you're fine - don't worry about it. It's just hard to find decent multi-player arcade games - wish I could... should have work tonight - I'll check in a bit.

Thanks for the support.

*edit* I should be able to get on tonight, let me know on forums/ text when you want to get on.