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  • I did a research paper on the book for English 102 last year :) Have the file on my computer still!
    oh so you're from canada then? thats cool, i've been up there a few times. toronoto once and i don't really remember the other places, they couldn't have been too exciting. i've always wanted to check out quebec, as i think thats where my family migrated from. i'm pretty sure we're french canadian. so you've been stateside before? whatd ya think and where are some of your favorite parts of canada?

    and yeah, lately i have been. i mean i'm a firm believer that we teach others how to treat us, we get what we give, etc etc. so it would seem a safe assumption i'm not approaching these situations in the most effective manner. problem is i'm not really sure what else to do, sometimes i think i can be a bit overbearing, i mean i try to respect peoples boundaries, but it's tough when you finally find someone you Want to talk to beyond surface topics, well it is for me because most people i know don't want to. i mean even my family would rather talk about stuff i could care less about to avoid disclosing something more personal, i think its where my frusturation comes from. and to be honest with you, i don't really know Why i want to talk about these things to begin with, to me it seems most people are content with knowing just about any acquaintance on a certain level and leave it at that, even family or intimate relationships.

    i think i need to work on my patience, and probably pay a little more attention to the details, see that's another weak point of mine, head in the clouds type of dynamic with me, but details can say more about a person than what they're telling you sometimes i'd suppose. anyway just kind of thinking out loud here. any thoughts?
    so have you figured out what you wanna do for a career yet? also what schools you lookin at?

    you know my goal in writing on this forum was to find people i could connect with on a more fundamental level. my lack of success has been frustrating for me, and i was thinking this over the other day blaming of course anyone but myself for not finding it, until i started thinking that surely i've got to have a part in this. i'm not ignorant enough to think i see my interactions objectively as much as i like to think i do, it took a friend for me to wise up to the fact i'm not seeing things clearly, so i can't help but wonder just how much i'm the reason i haven't found what i'm looking for. so my question to you is, you ever feel like this? like most people are talking, but not really connecting?
    i live in the country, north of a city called syracuse in central new york. its really scenic, and i love it. since i was a young kid i've always enjoyed the outdoors, building forts, exploring our woods, fishing, 4 wheeling, snowmobiling. i mean it really got into my blood and i think it'll always be where i want to settle down. its not all roses, alot of ignorant people and way too many bars, but i think everything in life is kind of give and take you know?

    me and my older sis are going on our annual scenic trip this weekend to take pictures of ourselves (probably the real reason behind it lol) and the foliage. i could send some of them your way if you're interested in getting an idea of how the hillbillies live haha.

    how do you feel about the suburbs? looking down on them coming into atlanta one time was the strangest thing, even though we were so high up, all i could see was just groups upon groups of them in every direction. it was really an eye opener for me to how the other half lives.

    how have things been going with your graduate studies lately? hear or apply to anything new? you know i listened to your vocaroo recording answering those questions and i can't help but wonder if that was ludovico in the backround? possibly "the days?" if my ears heard correctly? haha, either way i thought it fitting (i enjoyed your speaking tone and voice btw), as i still haven't been able to get around these guys yet, still got em on my media player list as we speak.
    thanks darling, i'm gonna need it. this forum is doing nothing to help my procrastination tendencies xD
    oh that's quite alright, i enjoyed the link. i hadn't heard this one yet, though i enjoyed the starving artists in this video as i can relate. not much to report from this end as not much changes out here, but i hope all is well and it was good to hear from you again. ttyl
    aw thanks =) and the report is on recombinant proteins, im about halfway done which i'm pretty happy about :)
    im sure you'll be okay, keep your head up and focus on the ways it'll benefit you =) these things have a tendency to be worse in our minds than in reality. and i'm fine, trying to finish this report before my mind permanently shuts down due to boredom, heh. i cant wait till the weekend when i can relax a little!
    Aww, why thank you.
    I know I have a nice voice, but I like hearing it from other people every now and then :)
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