Very much so, my energy is much, much better than it was a matter of months ago let me say. While I would very much enjoy this to be what I've wanted and that is being loved in my life. The truth of the matter is I have become open from a more alternative spiritual expressive form where I've come to accept who I am. And this in turn has restored my confidence, clarity and positive energy. If I am to define it its like my intentions, synchronicity if you will have changed from negative energy to positive energy. Like one day I got slapped inside out and have changed gears. That my poverty thinking, focusing on what I lacked in my life has changed to, abundance thinking, focusing on what I have and want in my life. If that makes sense which means that this frees me up to be myself more and more.
Plus it feels like the kind of energy and attitude I had when I was very young before my whole demeanor got switched off strangely for health reasons. And now the flow is much better and hence my communication is freer, I am open instead of closed and the av is hardly a reflection of the current energy state that I am in.
I always wondered how could I have gone from a enthusiastic, energetic, fearless child where I was quite literally the toast of the town to being subdued and lifeless most of my life. Hardly made sense that I would go from Slovakia to Italy, learn Italian fluently under 6 months and then move to Australia and stay down a year, year 2 at the time, because I had communication difficulties and was so shy all of a sudden. Portents to what I was like prior to that was so very different and its returning now, the kind of energy I had back then, which is amazing.
I hope that's a clapping monkey.
Ha as for my brother, he's INTJ and very arrogant, like I am meant to be some kind of sheep who is meant to serve him. Luckily I rarely talk with him nowadays, last I did he wanted to open a fast food restaurant with me because he doesn't get along with anyone at work, takes after his father. Okay not that I should be bagging him out, my working history drags too.
Thanks for your perspective. Oh and that bit I also meant to add how was the experience in real life, how did you adjust knowing your NTness in a world that sees women pandering to their feeling sides so much and such.
Speaking of which do NT's become stubborn and arrogant in their views? Is this more a TJ value placement than a a TP discernment? What does being stubborn mean to you? What does arrogant mean to you? And how was your childhood like?
Oh I blab, I blab well! I used to write bookish like then I went into this visual phase where my communication switched off and now its back...lucky you!
ah I see, 3000 characters, well at least its better than 1000.