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Oh gosh, grades :x
My grades were good.
I was one of those people
in high school that you hated
because it seemed like I had
everything. I didn't.

In college, likewise. I strive to
make dean's list. I've always
had that goal of med school
and so grades have always been
a very big factor in my life.
Moreso learning the material than
just conveniently storing it for a
limited time.


Does Sophie sleep with you?

Also I never said your abs were gross!

I usually haven't slept yet, when we talk.
It's hard for me to sleep sometimes. I have
to wait until I get too tired to dream.

Before I changed that post to say "I'm silly. I'm sorry"
it said something else. That's what was unnecessary.
My adjectives before I changed them.


How many hours of sleep do you get?

Yes.


I actually almost couldn't figure out
how to tell her, but then she was yelling
and I was just mad so I just blurted
it out. I wasn't sure if she took me seriously
but my father assured me that she did.


Should I go to bed or stay up?


I'm sorry because those comments about what
I am were unnecessary.

I am a hugger.
Sometimes I hug my mom and I just hold on for a long time.
She gets kinda upset if she's busy or something but I like
that comfort.


Do you give yourself neck massages?

I'm silly. I'm sorry.

Joseph.



I'm wearing the kind of sweater
you don't like right now. It's light
blue. And warm.


What was your favourite movie
when you were little?

I have no preference for chubby guys.
The only boys I've ever dated have
been skinny. No muscles, no fat,
nothing. I'm clearly making bad choices.


I'll write your cat a love poem in the
form of an apology. I hope I am for-
given ): I'd hate for your cat to be
upset with me...


Having plans requires having friends.
I don't make plans. I get too nervous
to follow through with them.


How is Hermione today?

You're headed in the wrong direction with
thoughts like that.


His name will come to me. I cannot
just choose. I have to wait until I have
that epiphany. I can only imagine how
frustrated my husband will be if we have babies.
Or if I get married.


What colour is your cat?

It's not appropriate to voice.
I'm not sure you would like my answer.


Do you feel better about life when someone
calls, just to see how you are?

You know, when I was about ten,
my sister's boyfriend tried to get me
to show him my "special place". We
were playing hide and go seek. We
were hiding together, we hid in this
random fenced in area next to my friend
Jacob's garage. I'm not really sure why
that area was boxed in when I think back
on it, anyway he told me: "if you show me
yours, I'll show you mine". I'm fairly certain
he never asked another little girl that again
because by that time I knew that was very
very wrong to ask someone that. I don't know
how I got out of the fence. I know when we
got in he had to help me. But after he asked me
I started crying really really hysterically and he
left me.
I sometimes think back on it and wonder why he
asked me. I also wonder why he didn't make me,
he could have. It makes me feel better about him
like he only asked because he thought I was a
pretty little girl and not because he wanted to control
or hurt me in some way. Like he only asked as
it crossed his mind, not as though he had thought
about it and planned it out.
But maybe I'm being too nice.


I don't know. I video chat from time to time,
some people already know what my voice sounds
like. I don't really like my voice that much to
be honest. When I get excited my voice goes up
like twelve octaves and I have a really annoying
girly laugh. I actually had a conversation with my
best friend about this before she went back to
school; about how neither of us like our laughs but
we each like each others.


Okay, so what is in your perfect salad?

Yes, I'm considering changing my major.
It sucks since I'm almost done. I'm really
upset with myself. But I know if I don't
do this now I will be more upset with myself
later.


And I'm kinda glad we were talking about two different threads (;

I am eating a pickle.


What kind of sheets do you prefer?

I might. I don't know what to say, though.


Have you posted there?

Oh my gosh.
My dad's secretary gave me some cookies to take to him
about a week ago. Unfortunately they didn't make it to my
dad.... only to my stomach. They were these chocolate
cake batter cookies that had been rolled in pecans and black
walnuts with a milk chocolate dollop in the center.
I don't even really like chocolate or sweets that much.
But they were soooooooo good. I told my dad I ate them.
He has to follow a picky diet :x


I also love home-made orange glazed cinnamon rolls.
I tell all of my friends that if I ever get married, that's
the only thing that's going to be offered to eat at my
wedding reception. Have food allergies? Bring your own.
- I'm mostly teasing when I say this.


I also really really really love salad. I'm quite
tired and hungry at the moment so I could
probably keep going on about all these foods I
love. But I'm going to stop.


Where has the blanket gone?

I need a change.
That's why, really.
Some fresh air,
room to breathe.


Do you prefer your hair longer or shorter?

Yes I did.
I just need some time to reply
to these kind of things.


I'm going to tell my sister
I can't continue to watch
her children today :x
if she wakes up rational.


My mom spoke of wanting
a tattoo yesterday. A
peony.



Do you follow any sports?

I threw my phone in the ocean.
The only phone I use is my paren't
house phone. I like it this way.
No one ever pesters me unnecessarily.
Or leaves angry, controlling voicemails.


Where on your body?

Thank you.

I like having valid points, it's as if, though only for a fleeting moment, I can feel somewhat interesting and useful.

It soon passes of course, and back I go to that void I call a being.

No. I do not.
Virgin flesh.


What was the last mean thing
someone said to you?

Serious things, the dumpee.
Now I just don't give anyone
a real chance.


How do you feel about tattoos?