yepunsarang

Very welcome!

Mt first response was to say that the God pressure was stronger but that's not entirely accurate. The Holy Spirit is quite gentle, a whisper even, but one that connected more profoundly with my heart than all the words of my peers. As if the quality of the words were far greater though they be soft and rare...like gold I suppose. I guess it's hard to explain. Jesus Christ seemed more real than reality itself. More real than the people who tried to pressure me at that time.

Glad you liked it :yo:

i thought of sharing this with you lol ;_; been trying to get over my ex

[video=youtube;zHMiH6yB7X0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zHMiH6yB7X0&feature=related[/video]

just remember ur username and avatar from a while back
and i can see ur join date
and ur low post count and low activity level in general

creeepeeerrr

wow what are you doing with your english major? are you still living in the states? wow I wish I could speak three languages fluently like that... :O hehe my bf and I met here in canada. we worked at the same coffee shop a couple summers ago when he was here on a working visa, looking for work abroad. unfortunately his visa expired when we'd only been together for 6 months... so I haven't seen him for a very long time ;_; . I've actually never been to asia in my life so I'm very excited to be going!! How many times have you been there and how did you like it?

hehe thank you~ i'll need to study much harder because i'm going to visit him in korea this summer and we've been together for nearly two years. nomnom korean boys are delicious >w>
:O where were you born, and where are you living right now? If you've grown up in japan or korea then your english is extremely good..

Haha, I'm not xD I'm half chinese and half european.. my bf is korean so i'm learning the language for him. ^^ nice to meet you ji-hyun~

nvm I stalked you >w>
예쁜 사랑.. ㅋㅋ (ㅅㅇㅅ)

are you korean?

Okay, that sounds awesome. I will add you! Do you have MSN? I am on there more often than skype usually.

Thanks. Good luck to you too!

That's totally awesome! good luck What are you studying? I hope everything will go for the best.

So far I'm doing...I dunno. It's still in process. In my previous phase, it's more of shedding the identity I used to have; nah, more precisely, shedding my reactions towards the world. I was pretty much rebellious, pushy and stubborn yet at the same time craved for understanding and perhaps, with all the clicheness, love. I tried to fight yet at the same time gather allies from the same people I've been pushing away. I don't really remember how it goes in details but all in all, it ends well.

Currently, it so happens that amongst lots of other things, I begin to question my place in the world; what about social conventions, how do I see them (without any bias), and how do I use them, what should, would or must I do with them.

Apologies. Things slip out of my head so very often.

It just so happens this conversation was one of them.

I will add you right away.

Wow.. umm.. how did I know? That is quite a story to tell.

We are in recovery right now. So I'll start back in the beginning.. We meet on a website called OkCupid. No joke. lol I'm a very personal person and so is she.. we don't do the online thing.. but suddenly we meet and I amazed at square one. I was drawn to her picture, her profile.. and we messaged each other on and off for months before I could win my first date with this girl. But in the end.. it was our first kiss that sealed the deal.

You know the saying.. everything you need to know about someone is in the first kiss. We felt it.. head to toe, all over.. just amazing. That feeling.. that kiss.. never once went away. We moved together, and every kiss was the same.. soul touching. But to be honest.. I didn't know till I already meet her that she was my perfect mate.

I had did the typical INFJ thing.. close up, seal off.. hide.. It was always about everyone else before it was about me. lol So.. in turn, my habits of hiding away myself.. lead to me lieing to her.. which I'm in the process now and forever more to prove to her she can trust me again. Till then.. I am missing my soul each and every day.

I hope that helps. I do know that when you find that perfect one.. you'll know it, but not until. And usually with our type of personalities, we will need a major eye opener before we look at it the correct way.. because it has to do with us.. and not someone else.

Well.. ttyl!

Arghh.

I suppose I should thank you for your emotional input.

I've wanted to reply, but haven't had the nerve/energy/words.

I think I finally managed to get an AIM address, so bleh...

I'm in one of my chaotic moods, so don't mind me.

Hi, Kai is actually my middle name, I've thought that it would make such a cool last name, but I doubt the magistrate would approve it

What about your name, somehow I get an indian/sri lankan vibe from it...

Thanks for the welcome!

Well, I think most relationships have periods where you wonder where the relationship is going and the beginning is one of the firsts periods you start to question the direction of the relationship. You might want to shape the relationship at this point or you might want to just go with the flow. Your choice really.