Beneath the surface
Regular Poster
- MBTI
- INFJ
- Enneagram
- Type 4 (I think)
People to connect with is my biggest frustration. I've found what I need and want in friendships and relationships - is in short supply. That is depth.
As I journey through life often I see only fragments of people peeking out behind their walls in my day to day interactions. Its so frustrating. I think our culture (United States) also strongly encourages a lack of depth. Keeping people fixated on Paris Hilton allows people to make money.
I need more than discussion of Britney Spears and who's hot in People Magazine.
Same, I can relate to so many frustrations on here. I can connect with very few people, and of those that I do connect to, that are my friends, we seem to only ever talk about very trivial things e.g. exams, programmes we've seen on TV, films and minor events/stories in our lives. I long for meaningful, in-depth, philosophical discussions, but it never happens. *sigh*
Another frustration of mine is that, whenever I spend a long period of time without any social contact other than my family, I start having negative thoughts about how I am different from my peers in terms of my behaviour, personality and thoughts. The longer I go without seeing anyone else, the more I begin to feel isolated and alienated from society to the extent that I forget how to interact with people anymore.