I'm not saying you're wrong, but you need to get some fresh air. The amount of negativity coming from you these days is overwhelming.
Fresh air will do about as much good for me as 'thoughts and prayers' during a crisis. It doesn't help when you have real underlying problems.
I am pessimistic person by nature because, well, I'm mildly paranoid. Perhaps more than mildly.
But forgive me if I am being 'negative' when I'm quite possibly a hair breadth away from a mental break down. As they say, misery loves company.
I am running out of money. My work card and Social Security Number are still an unknown number of weeks/months away.
I cannot start working at the job I have an offer for and the start date has already been pushed back once. I have no income. I have no way to get further income and will likely be borrowing it from somewhere to survive.
My health insurance is probably just a paper tiger and I can't get a better one until I start working. If I get sick and somehow I get put on a government plan I will be rejected from getting my Green Card and will possibly be deported and seperated from my wife.
I am trapped in a country which I am not a citizen of, with no help forthcoming from my wife's and host government or my birth nation's government.
I am living in a building with several people of various mental issues who it is a struggle to take care of at the best of times, but is made worse by my own rapidly declining mental state, all of which are partially in some way dependant on ME to keep them safe and sane.
So I am sorry if I am being too negative but its a bit hard to see the silver lining beyond mere survival right now, which itself is in question for myself and members of my family.
Since I am depressing people too much I shall censor myself further. My apologies, I will not bring you down further.
Enjoy your day.