sprinkles
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The last few nights I've been having weird story dreams, but what's always consistent is that my grandparents are still alive, and then something happens to my grandfather and I panic because I don't want him to die again (within the dream, I know he's died before)....regardless of what I do, he ends up in a very fragile and weak state...and then I wake up.
It's been putting me in awful moods early in the morning too!
That's hard to deal with. I used to have dreams that my mother would come knocking on the door, I wasn't lucid then so I didn't know it wasn't real in the dream but I still knew in the dream that she had died and these dreams were pretty traumatizing. I think that's part of the reason I started to become lucid actually, I think the repeated reality jarring trained my subconscious to recognize the dream state.