Quite a story, Wyst. Thank you so much for sharing. I can certainly relate to the fear of rejection. I hope you can find some closure in writing all of this down. Dwelling on past mistakes in not a healthy approach. Learn from them and move on.
This resonates with me so much that it's scary. I haven't gotten to that place either. I have so many doubts and I often let them get to me even if I know how harmful these thoughts are to me. I still let them take over me. But I also have hope and I haven't given up on anything yet.
You have strength within you to change things. Keep on hoping even if it seems really difficult.
I haven't gotten to that place yet where I can trust that someone could really love me like that.
This resonates with me so much that it's scary. I haven't gotten to that place either. I have so many doubts and I often let them get to me even if I know how harmful these thoughts are to me. I still let them take over me. But I also have hope and I haven't given up on anything yet.
You have strength within you to change things. Keep on hoping even if it seems really difficult.