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My ear is still filled with fluid…but doesn’t hurt.
Was able to get about 6-7 hours of sleep last night and I really needed it.
I tossed and turned all night.
I had a dream that this older very tall…imposing would be a good word, large black man, was bestowing me with his magic, was passing part of it to me.
It was very vague, but I gleaned that much from it…thoughts?
Felt 1/3 fewer symptoms upon getting up…still at 430…haha…what the hell is “sleeping in”? Hahahaha!
Yesterday…my body said - Bananas! Go buy some and eat one…here, in case you were trying to ignore me…here’s a good hand cramp to remind you.
The potassium in them helps with muscle cramps and has pretty much resolved the heart palpitations that I was feeling…interesting huh?
I hope you are doing well…I know you have been feeling under the weather yourself…I have been sending you my own healing thoughts.
I never want how my body feels to become a “crutch” you know? It’s very easy to create your own restrictions sometimes when you are feeling a certain way…after I lost my job this summer…it was like an ego death for me in many ways…after so many years in the medical field, it was a tough lesson.
Then was doing better for a while before that stupid hospital incident…then BAM! Felt hit by a truck…what a shocking lesson!
As I was on the table in Urgent Care, and the really great Paramedic was starting an IV and they were taking a 12 lead EKG…HR 30 BP 225/110…the paramedic was talking to me, and I thought I was about to lose consciousness…I told the Doctor, - if I lose it…tell my family and loved ones that I love them!
Because I KNOW what those numbers mean, and I thought I was going to Cath Lab for sure if I didn’t die.
Life hit me HARD! But the love that I feel to Sensiko, to my Son, and family, is so much stronger and surer than ever!
I even thought…I don’t really want to have a near death experience right now, I just find them fascinating! Hahahahaa!
Yesterday was strange…we had 60 mph winds, and quite the storm up here…I felt better after sitting in the wind for some time…like I have said before, I swear, as a young child, I could control it…OMG….just remembered part of my dream!!
This large man showed me how to move things with my mind! We both concentrated on a chair, and slid it across the floor…I could feel the chair with my mind and I could feel his mind…Holy…*%#$…bizarre!
I called on Angels yesterday too…as many as I could…whomever would listen…I called all their names from the highest down...
My mind is feeling blown right now….
Thank you for who you are and everything that you are!
You are such a kind and generous person.
Neither you, nor anyone else who has helped me, past, present, future…don’t hesitate to ask me to help in return…I will.
You aren't the only one having significant dreams here.
Did you remember this thread is located in the public access area of the forum? Do you think we could talk about your dream over at my place? We could have a beer and talk....