When I became very ill I started eating crushed garlic in soups of all kinds. I looked at myself like a chemistry experiment and ate soup with chopped fresh parsley and crushed at least 2 whole cloves of garlic each time.
Once I started on antibiotics Thursday I became earnest about my gut.
I got tired of the soup because it's processed and has salt etc so I decided to make fresh ginger root and garlic tea. [yes...you heard that right]
Lately I've been asking my body if it wants certain items I am contemplating and I've been just going with my intuition too.
I also increased my amount of goat yogurt consumption.
I just googled garlic and gut health and this came up:
Another thing I've done for my self is to recite the Ho 'oponpon short prayer to my body.
"I'm sorry" [for putting you through some hell and still expecting you to perform properly]
"Please Forgive Me" [i promise from now on to consult you in ever increasing ways as I am able to improve your functioning]
"Thank You" [for continuing to afford me life on this fantastic earth]
"I LOVE You"
You can shape it for your own life experiences should you wish to try this...
Sweetie....
This is crunch time with the energies on the planet. Everyone is yo-yoing all over the place. Plus the Sun has released some high class flares. These combined are rocking people to their core.
The reason why I am telling you this is so you won't get wrapped up in your symptoms and thinking you aren't making some kind of progress.
Try not to judge your experience.
....that's what I'm doing while I cough up dead bugs and wonder about my job.
Plus - I'm squeaking (trying to laugh) at funny youtube videos. Here's one for you!
My ear is still filled with fluid…but doesn’t hurt.
Was able to get about 6-7 hours of sleep last night and I really needed it.
I tossed and turned all night.
I had a dream that this older very tall…imposing would be a good word, large black man, was bestowing me with his magic, was passing part of it to me.
It was very vague, but I gleaned that much from it…thoughts?
Felt 1/3 fewer symptoms upon getting up…still at 430…haha…what the hell is “sleeping in”? Hahahaha!
Yesterday…my body said - Bananas! Go buy some and eat one…here, in case you were trying to ignore me…here’s a good hand cramp to remind you.
The potassium in them helps with muscle cramps and has pretty much resolved the heart palpitations that I was feeling…interesting huh?
I hope you are doing well…I know you have been feeling under the weather yourself…I have been sending you my own healing thoughts.
I never want how my body feels to become a “crutch” you know? It’s very easy to create your own restrictions sometimes when you are feeling a certain way…after I lost my job this summer…it was like an ego death for me in many ways…after so many years in the medical field, it was a tough lesson.
Then was doing better for a while before that stupid hospital incident…then BAM! Felt hit by a truck…what a shocking lesson!
As I was on the table in Urgent Care, and the really great Paramedic was starting an IV and they were taking a 12 lead EKG…HR 30 BP 225/110…the paramedic was talking to me, and I thought I was about to lose consciousness…I told the Doctor, - if I lose it…tell my family and loved ones that I love them!
Because I KNOW what those numbers mean, and I thought I was going to Cath Lab for sure if I didn’t die.
Life hit me HARD! But the love that I feel to Sensiko, to my Son, and family, is so much stronger and surer than ever!
I even thought…I don’t really want to have a near death experience right now, I just find them fascinating! Hahahahaa!
Yesterday was strange…we had 60 mph winds, and quite the storm up here…I felt better after sitting in the wind for some time…like I have said before, I swear, as a young child, I could control it…OMG….just remembered part of my dream!!
This large man showed me how to move things with my mind! We both concentrated on a chair, and slid it across the floor…I could feel the chair with my mind and I could feel his mind…Holy…*%#$…bizarre!
I called on Angels yesterday too…as many as I could…whomever would listen…I called all their names from the highest down...
My mind is feeling blown right now….
Thank you for who you are and everything that you are!
You are such a kind and generous person.
Neither you, nor anyone else who has helped me, past, present, future…don’t hesitate to ask me to help in return…I will.
