Jaw and mouth seem to be healing up okay...still quite difficult to eat some foods...I am so fucking sick of Ensure, and jello, and popsicles, and refried beans and rice, and mashed potatoes....eeegghghhgh!
I want a hamburger (sorry vegans)...I want crunchy salad too...god do I want salad and cashews, and crackers and cheese...
Had to watch Sensiko eat Subway last night as I slurped a cup o’ noodle.
They do make these fantastic frozen smoothy drinks (dole I think?) where you just add juice and shake it up for half a min. quite good!
Now I’m trying to find out if the fucking dentist that is doing this bridge/implant hybrid thing needs to cut back into my gums where they sutured it in the back to put on the locators that fit on top of the 4 implants I have already in....he says - “I’ll call you next week.” when I saw him last Wednesday.
Wants it to heal another week okay...but if you have to cut back into my gums to find the tops of the implants to screw on the locators that the bridge will then snap into then I NEED to fucking know...I have already pushed off my IV arthritis infusion by two weeks...there has to be a two week window before and after any type of surgery, illness, etc. before I get the infusion.
So I called them first thing this morning...explain what I just told you, and ask them....(on hold for 15 mins), the office manager will have to ask him and we will call you back.
UGH!!!
So now I’ve already postponed the infusion (already two weeks overdue) that was scheduled tomorrow (the automated appointment verification thingy called yesterday and I had to push 2 to reschedule ((which of course it can’t because it’s Sunday)).
AHH!!
(deep sigh)
(deep breath)
At least Wednesday I see my pain doctor and if this infusion business doesn’t happen soon then he can probably add something short-term until I can.
Ibuprofen is great for swelling...doesn’t do shit for my pain.
Weed helps somewhat...it’s funny...but as some of you know I was jumped on figuratively by someone on the forum for advocating the use of weed.
Firstly, it’s legal in my state...my pain doctor has even encouraged me to use it...hmmmm? But I’m the guy who didn’t know what he was talking about apparently.
Secondly, the main reason I even use it is NOT for my pain (though like I said it helps - especially when it’s out of control), but I use it for the most unglamorous of reasons, to help control IBS symptoms related to my arthritis...wooo-hoooo!!
Getting wild with the weed!
People are so misinformed...and then choose to remain so when you give them proof they are wrong...well remain ignorant then.
Won't keep me up at night.