Would you say that for you, faith ultimately comes prior to morals?
Are there certain moral stances of the Catholic Church that go against your morals, or do you take in Christian morality as a whole?
It seems to me that there are many issues with Christian morality from the perspective of a humanist committed to human freedom. I would be interested to know what your particular take on this is.
Ren, I'm not sure how to answer this here without risking misunderstanding, and maybe taking us way outside the scope of your thread, but I'll try.
Like any other knowledge of the world, our moral education can only come ultimately from our own individual experience of the (inner and outer) world over time, moderated by our thinking and feeling processes. The experience is the prior condition, because without it there is no starting point or validation. Now in the same way that I don't have the innate ability to create my own comprehensive physics theory of the world and have to rely extensively on centuries of experimentation, observation and theory as a basis for my knowledge in this field, so also with morals. Part of my life experience is to adopt an established perspective (just like in physics), rather than trying to develop something by myself from first principles. In physics, I don't accept anything uncritically (for example, I suspect string theory as it is presented in popular accounts is bollocks) - nor do I accept everything uncritically that is supplied by the Catholic Church. But it has been around for nearly 2000 years and provides me with the foundations for my religious and ethical life in the same way that physics does for my scientific background. Another analogy - we all have to live somewhere and I live in a medium sized town. There are things about my town that suit me and some that don't, but that's just life - I embrace the good bits and avoid the bad bits and we get on fine. Don't get me wrong - I'm not talking just about flaws necessarily, god bless the differences between us all. There are things in my town that don't interest me or even turn me off, but are really valuable to others - and so it should be. That's a bit like my attitude to the Church.
The hardest part of your questions to answer relates to faith, and that is where we could get badly diverted. People treat faith quite illogically. So - I have never been to Australia and I only have the word of other people that it exists: it is an act of faith on my part that there is such a place with given characteristics, but that raises no eyebrows. You can argue that all I have to do is get on a plane and go there, but what about all the other places on earth that I've never been to, or the dark side of the Moon. And is it not an act of faith that there was a yesterday. Or can you prove to me conclusively that the Higgs boson exists - I don't mean to an expert, I mean to me in all my ignorance ….. most of our knowledge of the world comes from this sort of faith, faith in what others with expertise or direct experience tell us, not from actual experience of our own, or experimental proof conclusive to each of us individually. So it is with religious or philosophical knowledge - we rely extensively on the word of people who have had certain experiences, been to "places" that most of us don't or can't get to, thought about and processed it with faculties and expertise that we don't have access to, then told us about it.
A step back from these thoughts is my own relationship with God, which is my existential starting point. This is based on awareness and experience rather than religious faith as it is commonly understood - books on Christian mysticism such as The Cloud of Unknowing (my favourite), or Teresa of Avila's Interior Castle give some idea of this sort of experience - though what they describe is like the Atlantic Ocean compared to my own small lake.
Catholic Christianity is a good place for me because
(1) It embraces clear logical and comprehensive thinking to the Nth degree that I can refer to when needed and it's liturgy has a weekly and annual rhythm to it that keeps me supported and engaged, even when I've run dry; but
(2) At the same time it has a profound depth of mysticism that rivals anything on earth. Mystical experience with no grounding can spin off into never-never land.
But I'd never simply adopt the whole package without the same critical appraisal (both T and F judgement) that I give anything else in life.
(And, quite illogically, it does appeal to me enormously to belong to perhaps the oldest organisation on earth in continuous existence :biggrin