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best... avatar... EVER!!!!!

I left my computer on lol, though I went to sleep at about 3.

Hijinx!

Wow, you's a mod now! I think you are well suited to the position.

You are purple now, emeff, beeeffeff. Congrats, dear! Continue to be fantastic. Kthx. I'ma go to work now.

Congrats man! I know you'll do a good job.

i fergat to ask, do you have aim or msn?

cbwl for you too. <3 how's yr day?

I would go there with you in a heartbeat. It's going to be a stressful weekend for me, starting today. I'll send you positive thoughts and best most wonderful wishes though and hope it gets better soon. I'm with you..

I hope your class tonight is a fantastic one. <3 Text me, message me, write me whenever.. remember I am here. *love, love, love*

Yea, never thing about cigarettes anymore except on very limited occurances. Now they would taste like total crap too. I was generally OK after a week. I have been studying a lot of philosophy and also I am studying Cisco Networking to get my CCNA certification. It sounds like BI (Boehringer Ingelheim) is going to be posting some IT jobs within the month, they own the facility that I work at, but I still work for Pfizer during the merger, the goal is to get on with BI.

How about you?

Actually, I started chatting on these forums very shortly after I stopped smoking. I was VERY aggressive. Normally I am very calm and accepting of others. My roomie had a friend that I didn't like much, and he happened to be over on the first weekend after I stopped smoking, he almost got a beat down.

I have been in 2 fights in my life and neither was instigated by me, if that tells you anything. That was also the first time that I ever developed a need to pace. I paced around for hours listening to aggressive music sometimes, LOL. My roommate just laughed. Fortunately for me he doesn't smoke.

Your theory is good and it makes sense, for me it was a bit sporadic, sometimes it happened repeatedly over a few days, some days it was isolated only to an hour or 2 for one morning.

It never lasted through the whole day, normally it would go away at some point at work.

I am not sure, it happened WAY more often when I was less healthy. I rarely get it these days. I did still get it a few times after I stopped smoking but it hasn't happened at all in the past 4 months or so. Either it had to do directly with smoking/bad health or sleeping directly on that arm, or both.

Uh. Social Services is not for me career-wise. It drains me too much. I'd actually LOVE to be a librarian.. but I'll probably just end up managing a Barnes and Noble. I'm going to school for PR. And with that, I'd like to get into Non-Profit and coordinate fundraisers and charity events for a shelter.. (Like that wouldn't be draining.. Durr.)

I'm sorry to hear about your band issues... I hope you don't give it up.

Yea, there are at least 2 outdoor ranges where I live where we can shoot high powered rifles and whatever else. Then there is at least 1 indoor range (gun club) for shooting handguns.

Of course, we can really just go out to a field outside of town and shoot stuff if we really want long as the neighbors are far enough away, most of them don't think twice about it anyway. I suppose Fort Dodge isn't ALL that bad sometimes...

I actually bought one, LOL. It is actually an AMD-65 (Hungarian Made) I am not a hunter nor do I like killing anything if not necessary, but I enjoy going out and target shooting.

I was originally going to get a M91-30 Mosin-Nagant which was under $100 at the store here and they are authentic WWII guns but the AMD-65 completely entranced me. My roommate got that one and I will get one as well once I get more money.

Here is the wikipedia page for it. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AMD_65

There is a vid of a full auto version (illegal without a federal license) here [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWqlv_8MnvA"]YouTube- hungarian AMD 65 full auto[/ame]

Damn, sounds like you have a lot going on. You just take care of yourself! I'm still in school, I have about one year left to go.. wishing more and more that I'd have majored in Literature.. but perhaps I will minor in it or even go back and get a Lit. degree later on. The writer's workshop is kinda up in the air. I've got a few people involved, but it comes down to finding an available time for everyone. I'm thinking of starting a group on facebook for it as well, so faraway friends can join too. *nudge nudge*

My job is getting better. I took a few days to relax and contemplate stuff... I'm still working on adjusting my attitude and managing my anxiety. Slowly but surely, things are smoothing out. Thanks for asking.

How's your music coming along?

Sorry, I know that was random, I just thought I would throw it in there, LOL.

Yes! That sounds nice. Did I mention that I bought an AK-47?

Hmm well there are a few exciting developments! I'm starting a writer's workshop with some friends.. REALLLY looking forward to that. I actually just got to hang out with uberrogo last week cuz he came back from Iraq on leave. Life is good, challenging and brain exploding, but it all comes down to managing and making the best of it. How are you! You're still in school, right? How's that going? And everythang else!?

Ahh yes! This is a most decent offering! I prefer a random choice of brew. Our troubles are past! For now...