I know...I knew it was a mistake even before I posted it...but I really needed to talk about it...doesnt seem like I will get that chance...I said in the OP that if it gets too much i wont be posting anymore...and I may just close it...I dunno!
I keep trying to write to you but I also keep hitting the wrong keys and deleting it all.. I just want you to know how much I appreciate your presence here... <3