One minute I'm scared. So I'll try and push it out of my mind and live 'normally' but then I feel guilty for doing that.
Like I said in my blog. I really think it's denial.
I don't want this to be real.
I think it's ok to feel that way.
It's just when reality finally does catch up.
It's gonna be a hard hit.
Like I said in my blog. I really think it's denial.
I don't want this to be real.
I think it's ok to feel that way.
It's just when reality finally does catch up.
It's gonna be a hard hit.