KazeCraven

I was asking because I get the impression that you're african american and I have no idea why I think this.

Are you pale?

Ah, so you have a good friend also? As if rubbing your artistic proficiency in my face wasn't enough, now you have to boast about your social success.

Curse you.

I hope the furby is black with red eyes and can be trained to turn into a gremlin.

You're going to give me a furby?

Oh...

and I thought I'd hidden my heart so well too...

Oh, and Kaze, your avatar is beautiful, if you don't mind me saying.

Do I get some sort of reward for this?

No, no and no.
I have no musical qualities. I can't read music, and I have no wish for a teacher. I simply want to learn what string plays what note, experiment at my desire, learn to read the music, and then match said peices to the instrument notes, before playing.

It's just....arghhhh...this torture.
I am continuously mentally composing things. Just picking up a sound in the enviroment and turning it into a tune that slowly develops according to thought.
Most of the time I don't even know what the instruments in my head are, or whether any instrument is capable of making that sound, but I can never get them out, and they just fade, save a few that are linked to my writing, and thus, trhough visualisation can be remembered.
It's like being a painter without fingers.

You play violin?

Pray tell, what is it like?

I need an instrument...

I wanted to master the lute, just to be rare, but I would like something capable of melancholy and malice such as your weapon of choice.

Lol thanks, should've figured it was something like that

haha you know in my absentmindedness i actually didnt read the de-rep message when i de-repped you. what does it say? xD

Haha no. it's just the fact that when I neglect water and read stimulating material for long periods of time, I get these killer migraines

come in tinychat? (spread the word?)

Both sadly. I live in a world that is counter to everything I am.

lol don't worry, i make jokes too that i'm uncertain anyone will get. it's somewhat of a disconcerting feeling to say something you find absurdly funny, only to be met with blank stares XD

Lol Kaze you're funny ;D i think everyone got it

I hope so

Somebody has a lot on their mind tonight lol

Your light saber has grown!

I've also been considering doing this:

http://www.goabroad.com/providers/cultural-embrace/programs/paid-childcare-work-in-france-2010-37741


I need some fresh air, some time away.
A year isn't that long.

I think I'm going to move to the west coast.
Unless you mean what I am doing at this exact moment.
In which I am looking at pictures of green tones and foruming and thinking about how chapped my lips are and trying to brain storm the next pillar of evolution.


What are you up to?

Nope.
I won't be, I don't think, either.