thank you so much emotional support is always good to have... I don't think much can be done about it, I guess time will help - and my boyfriend is coming over in a couple of days...
Somehow I feel sort of guilty... A bit of a strong word but being to one to decide when something should stop living feels so unnatural. Then again it would have been a painful and long death otherwise. I just wish I could have told him how much I loved him before he went away... It's the main thing that bothers me, I wish I could have communicated with him on a conscious level, rather than take him to the vet without him knowing what was going on, but cats don't work like humans.
Ahh sorry for the long message.. I hope nice plants will grow where I burried him..
Somehow I feel sort of guilty... A bit of a strong word but being to one to decide when something should stop living feels so unnatural. Then again it would have been a painful and long death otherwise. I just wish I could have told him how much I loved him before he went away... It's the main thing that bothers me, I wish I could have communicated with him on a conscious level, rather than take him to the vet without him knowing what was going on, but cats don't work like humans.
Ahh sorry for the long message.. I hope nice plants will grow where I burried him..