Wyst

Cook my own dinner.


Do you like when people run their fingers through your hair?

Baking bread, watching old movies, good sex, good conversation.


Do you like yourself?

I was going to comment on something someone said.
It was really closed-minded and quite rude, but I
couldn't comment unless I was a member. So I became
a member. I don't think I ever even said what I wanted
to to that person. I can't even remember what it was now.


Does your body ache when you wake up in the morning?

It depends.


Small groups if I like the people
but big groups are easier to
slip away from.


Do you use chap stick?

How was it to live there? Do you go there for study purposes?
THe train... Is it only at night? it sounds quite lonely. It must be an intriguing sight. *never ride a train*

I've been handling the fear in various ways. Trying to devalue it, embrace it, analyze it, cower against it, fight it -- all lacks a certain....closure. It still feels kind of empty; like trying to cover a hole in the wall rather than fixing it. They said it's a problem of self-confidence (hence the generally suggested treatment), but I don't know either; how far would it go?

I'm nineteen, btw. How about you?

I would never kid about that.
I also don't outwardly tell people of it.
But you asked.


I try to avoid thinking about it.



If you could be any other animal, what animal and why?

When my best friend killed herself and people blamed me.

My best character trait; I'm really receptive
and I'm good at making others laugh and
relieving any awkwardness during physical
interaction.


My best physical trait; as a whole my features
work well together, alone they are awkward and
uneven and ugly. I like this scar I have, but no
one else really seems to.


My best friend is going to school for photography.


Tell me about your happiest childhood memory?

I don't have good dreams.


The best dream I've ever had was probably when
I was a little girl and I dreamed Pinhead and Barbie
were getting married. At the time it was incredibly
scary for me but when I look back on it, it wasn't
at all.


What was the last thing you bought for yourself?

I wash everything.


With whom do you live?

I like all forms of communication in moderation.
I hate any type of communication if the other
party isn't giving me my space when I need it.


Do you wash your bed sheets?

The weather. The music is something
that I have control over.


How long do your showers last?

Indonesia not yet, not yet; it's an intention of mine to go there.. XD

Ah, I feel you too. >_<; I'm afraid that my own friends won't accept me entirely. Being rejected hurts, no matter from whom. so..I guess, for me it's the fear of the resultant pain.

*hugs*

Martia.
Not to be confused with Marsha.
Mar-tea-uh.


Hermione and I would get along.


Describe your hands for me?

Fitting.


Unusually placed.
No face, no shoulders.
Rather my back and the tops of my thighs and some sprinkled along my hips and sides.
If I spend enough time outside, others come out of hiding. But when I'm pale and wild
those are the only ones I have.


What kind of plant is Hermione?

I have unusually placed freckles.


What's her name?

A little too much fun for me (;


Do you have any plants?

It's not fun unless there's a carcass.


Now I'm imagining my nude body bloody and huddled around the remains of some small, wild animal.

I bite.

Let's drink armadillo blood and howl at the moon.