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I want to engage in a midget orgy. Is that possible in Japan?
I would describe it as an urge to engage in the act. On a scale of one to ten for urgency to complete the act, I would give it a 7. is this enough to merit red flags?
I think about this daily.
I want to engage in a midget orgy. Is that possible in Japan?
Ah flux! I am familiar with this ^^I don't think this makes you odd in the least. If anything, maybe you should find someone who's into it. Maybe you won't physically hurt them if they're willing, but it might be great to be surprised by you every now and then.
If anything -- and I hesitate to reveal this about myself -- I have a fantasy that no can mean yes only in cases where we have a 'safe word', and that for anything to be truly consensual and mutually beneficial, laying out the conditions and availability of the safe word would be so frequent that it borders on the pedantic.
LOL, mature topics anyone?
I would highly doubt it would not happen if I were drunk.
By the way, I also assume that.Willing participants only.
I wouldn't call you a pervert, however i do believe you need as mf said a counselor. Someone who will listen and help you understand better whats going through your head. Bottling up things like this almost always have a negative impact.
I can be impulsive at times, but that does not mean that I do whatever I want, whenever I feel like it. I do have some self control, and a part of me wants to not have these thoughts and compulsions. I guess what I expected was maybe an assurance that I was not being a sexual deviant and that my thoughts did not place me in the same category as sexual predators.
By the way, I also assume that.
Anything else goes into another category - a crime against personality. It still has nothing to do with being a pervert, it's just harming another human. I wouldn't even use the word crime, because it is also an unnecessary judgemental word, but I'll wonder why would anyone want to really hurt someone else against their will. Why the desire to break the true will... I feel the origin of such desire would have nothing to do with sex, but I'm no expert in this, of course.
Again my only explanation for such violent desire would be: because it is considered forbidden. Because it would be declared a crime, and punished. And so the desire is to do it and get away with it, avoid the punishment... and other such crap. The more of those things we introduce as crimes, the more criminal thinking we will induce in ourselves. The more social hatred towards rapists, the more hidden obsessions, and more actual rapists.
Forcing yourself on someone can be desired from two opposite points. It can be part of trust to toy with power and vulnerability sexually. I think it is related to the rough play you can see any animals participate in when friends. Carnivores often form bonds of trust by play fighting really hard. It says "I can bite your neck, have you in a hold, feel aggression, but even with all that I will never actually hurt you". What you describe can either be a way to build and play with deep trust with a partner sexually, or it could be a desire to violate trust. In which way do you think you are experiencing your fantasy?I have an obsession with having intercourse with a girl. I am a female, and I like women. However, I dont want to do this in the conventional girl way, I want to "force" myself on her somehow, and penetrate her...omg I am so embarassed to be revealing this but I really do have fantasies of it daily. Hourly, possibly. Of course I have no phallus, but I could use anything to do the job. Am I a female pervert? Is this the thought of a rapist?
You had the courage to come and post... That is a start. It does concern me when you say that you are impulsive. Ask yourself honestly, because this is serious. This is why you asked in the first place because you were concerned. If you fantasize about it what is appealing to you. Rape is not a crime of sex it is a crime of power. If there is a part of you that is finding satisfaction over the idea of having power over someone then I don't think it hurts to go into therapy. Especially if you are impulsive. What you are talking about is criminal. It is important to know why you are having these thoughts because I know that you don't want to hurt anyone.I can be impulsive at times, but that does not mean that I do whatever I want, whenever I feel like it. I do have some self control, and a part of me wants to not have these thoughts and compulsions. I guess what I expected was maybe an assurance that I was not being a sexual deviant and that my thoughts did not place me in the same category as sexual predators.