I've thought about this.
The only thing I came up with,
might be Se.
Every so often, I go through these phases where I over indulge and over do it with different activities--not to the extent of self-destruction.. but I will say that I am much more inclined to partake in food and drink and dance and the world of people... and I'm not my usual reclusive and introspective self.
It usually happens after a period of stress where I say, "That's it. I don't care. My priority is fun, now."
The nature of Se—to take appearances for granted, take the supposed meaning of signs as true, live in the moment, act now and reflect later, instinctively go with whatever feels good and reject whatever feels bad... It's all so contrary to everything I believe in. It seems so devoid of meaning to me, so animalistic.
Se makes me think of hedonism, excess, shallowness, lack of self control, and lemming behavior.
I don't lack self control when I go into this phase...because like I said, I never get extreme with it.. No drugs or sleeping around. Just lots of hedonism (by my standards), excess and yes.. shallow interactions.
I wouldn't say it's evil per se, because it
is a lot of fun and it's never caused me to hurt myself or anyone else... I've mostly just hid from my worries with it--but it does wear me out and leave me really wanting to connect with someone on a deeper level. I don't go into this phase often at all. In fact, the last time was about two years ago.
Then, I think I use Ni to imagine myself as who I could be or how I could deal with such and such a thing.. and then I work to transform into that to lift myself out of that period of hedonism and get down to business actually working things out.
Other than that.. I think my most developed functions are Ne Ni and Fe and Fi... I don't have issues with those, based on my understanding of the descriptions I've read. I know they are not a set that can be put into an mbti type... but I've relied heavily on those four.
Over the past few years, I have really been putting Te to use. It is something akin to a baby who learns how to say "No" and probably equally annoying to those around me
.
And I am actually really comfortable with Si..
Ti is all about checking theoretical frame works for inconsistencies, non? If my understanding is correct, I enjoy using that function because it feels like a work out for the brain.
If none of this makes sense it could be because I only vaguely know anything about cognitive functions.
I'm not good at picking cognitive functions out in other people. Also, I tend to regard people in a very good light until I see them consistently do something that makes me change my view of them...In other people, the things that I see as most negative are callousness, making plans or decisions based on hard logic regardless of the expense of people's feelings or needs...But what function is that? Te? I use Te myself, but I use it differently than that. So it is hard for me to say which functions are evil in others, because it depends on how the individual uses what they have.
I also cannot stand it when people cannot be polite to others.. or when people assume their knowledge or position is superior to others and then treat them accordingly. I also do not know which function this would fall under.