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Your avatar is like "fucking right!"

Wanted to apologies for my rude behavior last time we were both on chat together. I feel I said something I shouldn't have. I did not mean to offend.

I hope all is well.

QT

Did you get a good night's sleep? ^^

you're silly lol ~(;

I've been pretty good.))) Can't say anything bad has happened in a while, so I can't complain there. Just a lot of stuff on my mind / things I need to figure out or work on. I need to get my butt into gear on quite a few things but before I can do that I need to feel more organized. Workin' on the organization part.)))

Mk. Well, if you find yourself struggling to fall asleep, a 10 minute bath could help. It does me.))))

Hi Taush, I've been good.) My week has been really nice.) Getting ready to have another laser hair removal treatment on my lower legs though. It's gonna huuuuuuuurt. So. Worth. It. though. Mmm. Smooth legs.))

Glad you enjoyed it!

Morning, Taush. *yawn* Hope your week goes well.)
*sips coffee* ... *hugs you* (:

**taushes you**

Hm. Being drawn to someone doesn't feel like 'love' to me... I can be drawn to someone and want to be around them but not have strong feelings for them, and also not have any sexual desire for them. Might also be my definition of 'love'. Romantically, I've never been in love (I feel like romantic/S.O./relationship love is a choice and not a feeling, and I have yet to make that choice). As for friends and family, I'd say I truly love less than 10 people, TOTAL. Maybe even less. Maybe 5 or less....

I'm being so difficult! lol

:becky:

Completely agree with keeping people as friends. It's too heartbreaking to lose someone wonderful just because you two had a 'thing', whatever that 'thing' looked like.

Hm. Your lesbian friend doesn't sound demisexual AT ALL. Haha. Then again, I don't think I'm full on demisexual. I don't need a close relationship to experience attraction... but, I need *some kind of mental connection/appreciation* to feel sexual feelings towards someone. I totally see gender, guys are my thing.(; But, I don't feel like sexuality can be restrained to 'sexual attraction', if that makes sense? Sexuality is part of everyone, as in, it doesn't require someone else to exist. It's ALSO super possible to be attracted to the same sex, but not care to do anything with them sexually. Some people just draw you to them. You know? That feels like something bigger than sexuality though...

*sigh* so complex))

HA! Oh, I TOTALLY have a sex drive... and it can be *torturous*... it's not directed *at* anyone though, if that makes sense? I'm not asexual at all, but I DO identify with the demisexual-community quite a bit. As in, I don't usually feel sexual attraction towards someone unless I have some level of emotional attachment or fondness towards them. Like, I don't find anyone particularly attractive, sexually, if I know nothing about them. Purely physical attraction doesn't compute for me. My brain can't seem to process it. Idk. *blush* It's hard to explain. If I like who someone is, or they have traits I find desirable or find attractive, then I will be attracted to them, among other things. But I don't ever meet someone new and just straight up WANT them. )))

I actually just tried 'seeing' this guy who was one of my closest friends for 4 years (but always lived cross-country). It went horribly. And I was miserable. So, I ended it...

So, I don't *not* date.... I just don't usually find the investment worth it. I hate hurting people, and in dating, someone is almost ALWAYS more into the other...

And dating can ruin friendships. The way I see it, I'm only gonna pick one person to spend the rest of my life with. Everyone else won't work. So why waste time dating? (It's usually so boring). Why be in a relationship I know isn't gonna work? I'd rather do other awesome things with my life. Rather than waste time on people I won't care about a couple months later.

Might sound heartless. But. I could care less. I'm'a do me. And if I come across someone I want to make a part of that, I'll explore it.))

Eh, I don't really have a 'type'. Intriguing, with anyone, is always a plus. I like interesting people. Romance wise, most people don't really stir up the feelz. So, eh.^^

*pours you a cup of coffee*

How do you like your coffee?
And is it how you like your women?

Black and bold?
Golden brown with insane smoothness?
Or white and sweet? lol!!!(;

*sits next to you* Been a while, Taush.

*hugs you*

Thanks for the rep! I don't like obnoxious door to door people, either. Bleh

Hmm. Honestly, I'm not totally sure)) I feel like I have fairly well developed Fi and Fe, same with Ne and Ni. My Ne>Ni. Meh.)

Life's been a little rough lately, at least emotionally speaking.. Getting better soon tho.)
<33miss seeing you in tc, taush) I've been a bit absent. >_<