NeverAmI

:kiss:

..just coz I am hiding behind a computer screen now.

Are you busy?

I have a feeling that's how I would pronounce
philosopher in english if I were foreign.

Wow.

The Philosopher's Guild.
For the last... three months?
I've been reading philosopher
as Fy-low-so-four's Guild. I'm
not even sure how I went this
long without realizing it was
Philosopher.

I have bad news ):


I dropped my computer down the stairs
(it was either that or a baby, obvious
choice) and it cracked my screen and I
believe it also broke my camera because
now it's not functioning. What I'm
getting at is it might be awhile before
I play for you. I think what I may do
is just record it somewhere else and put
it on youtube instead of playing for
you in tinychat, though.

Aaaaah, I'm nervous!

So am I.

Oright, I'll leave you to work then and I 'll go finish up my power-point and then practice afterwards. My presentation is in 4 hours that should be enough time to get ready.

When do you think I'll go?

What?! No, I would never do that. Not even jokingly.
It meant that I was red like a tomato..

BUT! BUT!
....
*is flustered....and red like a TOMATO!*

lol! okay, now you're just asking for more kisses..I know that trick!

Well, if you ever need any help let me know. (Although I know you won't ask..lol)

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW! :evil:

It needed to be reinforced in my mind.
I know the only reason I'm upset is
because my ego is hurt. I know this
is juvenile. And it's why I only did
call him twice (just in case he was
sleeping the first time). I can't bring
myself to force myself into his life.
And feeling the need to because I
think it's the proper way to share that
I care, chasing after him or whatever.
But I really don't want to. I don't care
that much. He mostly made me uncom-
fortable and said improper things. So
I'm not going to call him until he answers
as was suggested. If I cared that much,
I would have left a voicemail the second
time I called.
Sometimes it worries me how easily I let
people go.

lol, that's not what the tomato was for but oright.
Cool. Reciprocals and exponentials are very useful in applied sciences.

I guess the nice thing to say, the proper thing to say
would be "apology accepted". And I do appreciate
that. Very much. I do not mean to have upset you or
offended you in any manner. I am just trying to be
more direct with my feelings and showing that I can
be there and such. Again.

....

Status: OD-ing on Fe.
loll!!

I am glad it makes you happy hun. =)

It wasn't intentional. I know that.

:kiss: :kiss: :kiss:
( I thought a mix of the two would do the trick. Is it working? )

I am feeling more confident indeed, but I'll take the hug anyways, thank you very much! :becky:


Edit: oh wow, that turned out to be colorful. lol