Skarekrow

you welcome

From what I understand, Once that door is open, its open. I have been told by many people that are sensitive, that my home seems peaceful to them. Maybe I have figured out how to keep my home free of the outside spirits. Now come to think of it, most of my anxieties lately have come, while not at home. And I have been away from home much more lately than i have been in years. I crave to be around people that I love, so maybe I am causing it on my own. Funny how I spent this past weekend at home, and have found a calm once again...

You make my mind whirl with thoughts.

I am not sure either of us are sane. You are the only other person I have ever spoken to, that seems to have the same kind of stuff going on.

I have roads I avoid entirely because of the way I feel passing certain homes. Maybe I need to learn to recognize this anxiety/fear thing I have going on. I once was told that if I could figure it out and channel it, its probably spirits, or people from the other side trying to use me as a way to communicate.

Yes, the tightening has almost completely gone away. Just a kind of icky feeling left over. Different than usual. Just a bit uneasy.

I have recently found myself to be a cry baby. I have cried over the dumbest of things. I have been trying to figure that one out. Like my emotions are not my own emotions.

Just want to check, my anxiety seems to be going up again, just a bit, but enough to tighten the chest. Are you experiencing a spike?

I am only checking to test your theory about another realm. Maybe affecting both of us

NO! it does not sound insane! Typically my anxiety can ALWAYS be paired with someone I know being in some sort of trouble. I have scoured all of my friends and family, even my ex husband, and everyone is fine. The anxiety has to be coming from somewhere.

I seemed to have another relaxing breath this past weekend to help reduce some of the anxiety. Any additional suggestions are greatly appreciated.

I will try that. I need to figure something out. These moments of crippling anxiety are killing me. In the last two weeks I have missed several "partial" days of work, because I just couldnt Adult. I never miss work for anything, and it's just been too much for me here lately. Other than that, things are going good. I have had a great reconnection with the friend I told you about. It's nice to have someone in the picture that knows me, accepts me, and encourages me. Healthy kid, that's always a blessing as well.

Besides your anxiety, how have you been?

My anxiety peaked something terrible, I had to back away for a few. Thank you for checking in!

You have a mouth you cant control. Something you should work on.

I cant suggest you get banned but I can say I have nothing to so with it if you do.

Mmmmhmmm. Think of how many times ive done that. Think of it as a period in a sentence. As for stopping. Ill do what I like when I like.

Yes. It is very sad.

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I've messaged Dragon...but haven't heard from him yet. I just wondered if you knew. Although I can imagine why....I'm sorry he's gone.

Why did they ban muir?

The whole vibe of it reminded me of you. :3

He even looks a bit like you, lol. : )

Sounds like we think a lot alike. Honestly I would not have believed much of what I have learned had I not done so much research. Have you ever read The Mahabharata? I have only read sections of it, but its quite intriguing, in fact it is believed that Tesla learned some of the science of power he discovered from a Eastern Spiritualist.... I always feel awkward sharing stuff like this because a lot of people would roll their eyes, but its an interesting concept no matter where it takes us...

I added your group to my site, going to explore it now thanks for inviting me to it, may inspire me to write in my book again. I need something to jump start me back into my book!

Hi there, I totally get what you said about the things you post. This is the type of research I do with my book, although some of the things I research can be thought of as only ideas its intriguing to explore the deeper elements to things and not limit yourself to simply one aspect generated by society.

I tend to think about the great philosophers in the past, how they shared and viewed thoughts, most of them were probably seen to be going against the grain in a sense, but in all reality they were forward thinkers which in later years what they shared was looked upon as truths.